IT IS TIME
I must dig deep to uncover the first pain that I dumped so long ago. I am still afraid to feel it, but I must. I must. It will be painful and may overwhelm me, but I will survive. It is time to deal with it and all my pain.
Society taught me not to trust myself; not to look inside. The authorities outside me had all the answers. There was no need to go inside. Thus I regarded inside of me as worthless. It became a dump for all my pain. Pain piled on pain piled on pain piled on pain. I thought it would go away. It never did.
I am learning to trust myself. I am learning to trust The Authority within. It tells me to face my pain. It will guide me. There is no other way. Here goes . . .